Dear Boyfriend,
I'm really so very truly sorry. It hasn't even been a week of this challenge, and I have been a cranky-bum towards you.
While, there are some things that deserved me being cranky at you (like when you were drinking with a friend, and decided that I needed a lecture for "not doing the dishes well enough," which...I had been the only one doing dishes for the past several weeks because of you being all sickly.....but I digress), you haven't deserved me being cranky at you for correcting my mistakes or for other minor things.
I literally had to stop myself this morning, and realize that my anger is coming from all the brain power that is being used to figure out what I can and cannot eat.
Remember when I joined a friend for brunch on Sunday? You know I love brunch. I LOVE BRUNCH.
But when I arrived and saw the amazing brunch buffet that was available, and realized that I could only eat fruit and home fries (which I naturally [and kind of angrily] covered with ketchup), I honestly had to hold back tears.
Sure, there was also salad, but all the salads had cheese in them! Even deliciously scrumptious feta and goat cheese, which as you know is off limits. Fruit, home fries, and ketchup. That's all I had.
Never before has dieting made me feel like crying. When I was on Weight Watchers, I just got angry and tried to cheat the system by allowing myself pastries just because I worked out. But this diet just makes me feel sad.
So, I'm really sorry, honey. Please help to keep me in check if I'm being a cranky-bum. I love you, and thank you for supporting me.
Love,
CC
I'm really so very truly sorry. It hasn't even been a week of this challenge, and I have been a cranky-bum towards you.
While, there are some things that deserved me being cranky at you (like when you were drinking with a friend, and decided that I needed a lecture for "not doing the dishes well enough," which...I had been the only one doing dishes for the past several weeks because of you being all sickly.....but I digress), you haven't deserved me being cranky at you for correcting my mistakes or for other minor things.
I literally had to stop myself this morning, and realize that my anger is coming from all the brain power that is being used to figure out what I can and cannot eat.
Remember when I joined a friend for brunch on Sunday? You know I love brunch. I LOVE BRUNCH.
But when I arrived and saw the amazing brunch buffet that was available, and realized that I could only eat fruit and home fries (which I naturally [and kind of angrily] covered with ketchup), I honestly had to hold back tears.
Sure, there was also salad, but all the salads had cheese in them! Even deliciously scrumptious feta and goat cheese, which as you know is off limits. Fruit, home fries, and ketchup. That's all I had.
Never before has dieting made me feel like crying. When I was on Weight Watchers, I just got angry and tried to cheat the system by allowing myself pastries just because I worked out. But this diet just makes me feel sad.
So, I'm really sorry, honey. Please help to keep me in check if I'm being a cranky-bum. I love you, and thank you for supporting me.
Love,
CC
